Write down all the words you know you'll never say,
Share your heart and soul then lock it all away.
Go into a public place and act normal for everyone around,
Hold in your tears and screams, try not to make a sound.
Sparks are flickering and flames are burning,
The tongues of the fire are all consuming.
Swirling smoke clouds up the night,
Bringing Hell upon the starry sight.
You were like my dad in every single way,
I love you so much and miss you every day.
I wish that i could see you one more time,
I miss the way you hugged me, your laugh, your smile.
Every step i take, every corner i turn,
I'm scared that your watching with eyes that burn.
Hiding in the shadows, lurking like a nightmare,
Without even trying you keep me in fear.
You love me now, you love me then
But will you love me tomorrow?
You say you care, you said you'd be there
So why cause me such sorrow?
let the secrets be revealed and the truth be spoken,
let my heart be fixed and no longer broken.
let my thoughts be clear, clouded no more
let me see the right path, let me be sure.
Hold in my breath, hold in my tears,
There's no more troubles, no more fears.
Forget all the anger, forget all the pain,
Keep control of myself, don't let the worries reign.