mother shouting ' but cant you see'
i screamed back ' this is me '
just a mind full of words, full of pictures
im not just a girl, im a girl with ambition
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When you are small,
your world is full of bright colours and happiness
your actions, carefree
you feel like the world is dancing around you
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i see my reflections, all 146 looking back at me
their pointing laughing, but relflections cant laugh.
can they? i dare not clean it. they might dissapear.
i dare not leave it filthy, i might not see them. but i still stare
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hes so dreamy, he is so dreamy
why cant you see the sparkle in his eyes?
his long lanky legs wrapped around me
why? his handsome looks. they make me melt!
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You were my sun, My light.
In comparison to my darkness I hold within.
I didn't think I would miss you like I do.
hours, days, weeks will go by and I will regret not saying, 'yes'
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I hate myself. I really do.
All good things come to me, but I choose to push them away.
Dealing with this is by far the worse thing I have had to do.
I'm just one big black cloud of unlucky, really.
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