Charlie Savannah Watson

Let God be my witness
When I comment sucide,
All because of you and your ways of love lied.
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I took two steps forward

and three steps back
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I was just sitting here thinking,
With my headphones in my ear,
Falling for you was my biggest fear,
You say you love me,
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I said its about time
You get on with your life,
Boy I know your going threw a lot of pain and strife.
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Why?
Why didnt you come up to spend my birthday with me?
Was you to busy to smoke pot to see,
See that your baby sister was waiting on the porch for you,
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I wonder in time
Why everything happens for a reason
Just like that anything could change
Even if your best friend is out in the middle of a war and gets shot close range
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I thought I could get over you
But every time I did you kept coming back
So I grit my teeth, hoping I wouldn’t fall again,
But I do every time, so let this pain begin
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I try to hold back
These tears I cry.
Me just thinking about you being over there,
Kills me inside,
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Hey Dad look at me now,
Look at how i've grown.
Opps I forgot your not around,
I guess thats why i'm always feeling down.
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Its still hard to smile
When your not around
I still laugh in side
But I don’t make a sound
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It’s hard with you not around anymore
I miss the good times we use to have before
Why’d you leave me here?
You said you’d always be there to fight my biggest fears
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You said my smile was worth more than a thousand words
You said you love to see me smile everyday
You said all those beautiful things
Before god came and took you away
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He tore her apart

she walked away with a shattered heart
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I wake up every morning and your not around,
I guess that’s why I’m always upset, I guess that’s why I’m always feeling down
You said you’d always stay,
But you lied again, yeah with out saying a word you walked away,
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I don’t know how to say this,
But its exactly how I feel
You loving me couldn’t feel more real
You say you’ll wait for me,
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Wasted away on my on sorrow

There'll be no hope for me tomorrow
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It seems just like yesterday we were laughing and singing our favorite song,

Now 2 years have gone by, its been way too long.
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You wanna know why
Why I fake my smile every time you come around
Well I’ll tell you why
Cause I don’t like for you to see me down.
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Please just leave me here for the waken
As my heart is left for the taken
Tears may fall more everyday
Each and every time you walk away
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Away from here my world collides.
Just another way to suffer,
Another way to die.
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