chloe young Poems
|4.||How I Felt For A Year After You Left Me In The Park And Your Swing Kept Swinging- Like A Pendulum Towards My Heart||5/18/2009|
|14.||One Million Times||8/22/2009|
|18.||I Smoke And I Think Of You||6/24/2009|
Comments about chloe young
i tried to stop your calcium intake so that you would never grow
i wanted you to shrink so that i could keep you in my pocket
and you could gnaw through the fabric and plunge onto my toes.
i would walk you everywhere that i go. you would see all that i see
eventually, you would be so small, you would crawl into my ear
and scratch through my skull.
you could infiltrate my thoughts and penetrate my nervous system.
and then maybe you could feel all that i feel and realise that’s it's you.
i have relied on circumstance and fate all of my life.
god has never shone down on me and occupied
my life with luck.
i have lived with compromise and attainment without the need for belief
i have never had a calling or had the
ghost pierce through my organs and save me.
today i watched you make your first communion and