Courtney Chapman

Lenore cried again tonight
her slumber again cut short
she awoke her face alight
her plans she did abort
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Separation is setting into,
My thoughts and my perception
Can It be you have left me here,
All alone and helpless?
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Alone to the world
Quiet, unknown.
Passed by is the one
who sings a glorious hallelujah to the heavens.
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You, are why I'll never love again
They, will hurt me till the end
We, will forever be hated
I, have hurt so many
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Someday, I'll listen
Tomorrow, I'll cry
Today, you'll leave me
Now, I'll die
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Left out in the open
Cut…bleeding…dying
Hoping, hurt dies hard
But left awake and crying
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So you thought that you could hurt me and get away with it?
Well you were wrong, better close your eyes because
Blood can be irritating
On the other hand, just leave them open.
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If I can rise above the pain of my past
Than I can be with you but maybe I cant
I try so very hard but I keep falling
I'm beginning to like the fact that you use me and abuse me.
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All these things I do
for you
All these words I write
For you
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Every time you look at me
I feel as if I'm dieing
You never paid any attention to me
You told her that you loved her
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my life ended fifteen years ago
the day I was born, an accident
Nobody wanted me
I died that day
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So beautiful
But I let my guard down and got hurt
Dug into my skin is the pain
Brought on by my foolishness
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When I'm alongside you, in reality
Or even in a dream
I feel complete you love me inside and out
And even though sometimes I don't seem to return that emotion, I really do from the bottom of my heart.
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