i am struggling everyday
to see when shall be the day
to come out and say what i truly feel
no more can i conceal
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I never thought i would be the same
as most girls, i like to play this game
I break hearts without wanting to
i'm afraid my next victim will be you
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when it comes to drama, sometimes we need to swallow our pride
sometimes you have to let go of things, you need to let it slide
however it is not as easy as it seems
it is hard when your friends tell you to choose sides, choose teams
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i know who i am
it is you who doesn't understand
this is me, and i refuse to change into something that i am not
i dont agree with your little plan, your stupid little plot
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why should you pretend to be someone else?
the real you is better and is someone worth wealth
i have only known you for awhile
but you are sweet, kind and i love your style
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it is so easy to just give in
some call it crazy others call it sin
it isn't my fault, and it isn't yours
if i attempt it there will be bad things in store
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I look around and everyone seems content
In this world that is lively spent
I smile and wave and hide the inner me
this person is not someone for them to see
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he is my addiction
he is not perfect but with him by my side who needs perfection
he understands who i am
with him by my side i can face anything i can stand
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