I Don'T Know... Poem by Crazy Vampire

i am struggling everyday
to see when shall be the day
to come out and say what i truly feel
no more can i conceal
whats inside my heart, my mind
but how can i tell them, when is the correct time?
if i mention it, they will see me as a disgrace
will there be a place
where i can be myself
if i choose this path, will i go to hell?
it is time to tell them, that i am not what they thought
i have tried to tell myself this isnt right, i have fought
but i cannot be happy without showing this side of me
it is time for me to be free