A bipolar reality awaits you and I,
we need not a thing but the air we breathe.
I do want to love you,
I do want to embrace you, this.
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With you inside me,
feeling my soul,
I let out a moan.
It's sinful, sinful I remind myself.
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When you and I lay there,
not a thing need be said,
looking in your eyes,
I see all there is.
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I couldn't sleep
I was thinking of you
holding your hand
and kissing you too
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I'm growing impatient now,
my nervous tics are taking over.
Am I prepared for disappointment again?
I take a deep breath,
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Like falling into the depths of lonliness,
I see only darkness.
I've been here so many times before,
or maybe I just never left.
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So careless we were,
at such a young age.
Alone in the cottage,
we shared a single glance.
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Sometimes I think,
I'd be better off in solitude.
My emotions lead me into trouble,
and my mouth speaks so unsurley.
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If you only knew,
what thoughts I'd been hiding.
If you could see the things I see,
you'd never sleep.
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My reality is distorted
nothing is real
I awake to find myself in the past
living the life I've lived
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