Don't worry...
Soon time will expire
and the winds that blew you in
will lift you back to the place you were...
...
God... It seems like all of this is only just a dream,
An endless, undying configuration of everything I’ve seen,
All my life,
All the years,
...
Calculating slowly,
Knowing I can't retract,
My thoughtless actions metaphor
To the feeling in my back,
...
Sadder and sadder as I climb up this ladder,
Built from the bones of our life once before...
Discarded for nothing,
Nothing but lies,
...
I use a hand to kill myself,
I use a deadly tool,
I watch it move, I watch it work…
It seems like days and days,
...