Deja Noelle Rupp

I wish i was unique
Truly Truly unique

I wish i was the only Deja in the world
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Warming smile
Loving eyes
Holding hands
And long goodbyes
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Thy heart beats vigorously
When thought of thee blooms to mind
Butterflies, feeling sick, being anxious
Are all signs of everlasting love
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Everyday my heart grows fonder
I look into your eyes and start to ponder
Everything that I am that I've become
Quickly dissolves and fades away
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As summer blossoms
My life brightens up
As if i were in a fog
And its just now cleared up
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Soft gentle skin
A toothless grin
Big blue eyes
A brand new life
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As I lay in bed unable to rest my eyes glance out towards my windows ledge
Starring at the moons beautiful light knowing your tucked in your bed sleeping tight
Peaceful dreams of you and I bring such joy to me i start to cry
Not because im worried or sad but because my dear im so damn glad
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unable to move
unable to breathe
unable to think
unable to speak
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Walking around
Just another great day
people i pass say hi or hey!
i smile and i keep going my way
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Before i go to bed every night
i think of you
and how you've changed my life
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Cuddled in my blankets
The sound of rain lullaybying me to sleep
The moon's white light seaps through my tightly closed window creating shadows all around my room
My imagination
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I'm slowly walking down the oceans sandy path
the moon is full
and casts an eerie light across the black water
the night is windy
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The suns brilliant light shines down on my pale face
The winter wind nips at my little nose turning my cheeks a rosy red
the cloudless sky soo beautiful, yet deceiving
I’m all bundled up in my hat, my gloves, and scarf
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Where were you when I took my first steps?
When I fell and cut my knee
I cried while you ignored me
Where were you on my first day of school?
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Crushed and broken
Left with scars
We fight and tear ourselves apart
You push me hard I fall to the ground
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It was late
I couldn't sleep
The moon lit night was seaping through my window seam
i quietly rolled over on my tummy
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just another sip that's all i need
to take my mind away from reality
life has problems so why not drink them away?
wake up the next day
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I feel so bad
What can i do
To comfort the pain
That i've caused you
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I glance into your deep brown eyes
A smile cracks onto my lips
I can't resist the urge I have to lean in
For an amazing kiss
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California
My mind still travels back to the days
When the warm ocean breeze would take my breath away
When the bon fires would be lit at night on the oceans shore 
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