i thought about it all night.
and i concluded
i'm not fine.
i just need closure
...
hands are covering eyes
lips are being closed
they're questioning my mind
and there my saneness goes
...
she touched her belly and she never looked back
all she depended on were the clothes that she packed
no one could tell if she was scared or not
nobody knew what they thought.
...
and oh my god.
i think im falling
and hold me close
i dont feel like calling
...
You say no
we say yes
it's only an age thats seperating us
you tell us to do what you want
...
its not fair to him that
i just don't understand
why i can't be in love with both of you.
...
how can i tell you i love you
while i'm screaming for you to let go?
why don't you hear the terror
just waiting to quickly unfold?
...
screaming into my pillow
is my own meditation
and loving the way you smile
is my own dose of medication
...
wanna know what i think?
i think i just might hate you.
no really. i don't love you.
i really REALLY hate you.
...
I wish my heart could take it
and i was strong enough to break
and your hits could never sway me
and my feelings never changed
...