I sat with you, my beloved horse,
when you breathed your last
when others who loved you
did all the organising
...
I feel your love and strength
my sweetheart horse
holding me up
and helping me walk and talk,
...
I want there to be a place where I can go
to unburden myself of this weighted sorrow.
Love is not enough.
Its anguish is what has killed us both,
...
A branch shook.
A leaf detached itself
and fell
on to my verandah in the sunlight.
...
She goes about her nothing way
Pointing plastic smiles at cardboard figures,
Doing relatives and others on given dates at given times,
As surely marked on some drab calendar.
...
You are the birth of dawn colours
splashed across my eager sky,
that thrill my waking
and invite me to another day.
...
I strain my ears,
greedy
for each delicate note,
for each pianissimo dolce espressivo trill,
...
If you had lived,
you would have been cold
at nights
this last week
...
The light sparkled on the glass in your hand.
For a moment, I turned away,
and,
like the light,
...