Dillon Keuthonymos Crawford

On this day five years ago we slowly watched you pass.

Now we sit here with just your soul and think about the past.
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I wish to trust
More then I do
For it pains me to see
That look that comes upon you
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The movie winds on
The Sun begins to fade
You open your mouth
Now the lies begin to spread
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Why must I lie here awake?
Not able to sleep
I miss your touch
I miss your feel
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Lights are fading
Souls are reuniting
My heart aches
My soul is breaking
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Longing
Wanting
Waiting
Crying
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The day I slept with you in my arms
Was the day my heart was whole
My life was complete
My body couldn’t let go
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I act like it doesn’t hurt
I don’t let other see my pain
I refuse to cry in a public place
But you can tell that I’m hiding these feelings
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As I notice the angels bleeding I find myself in thought
Do they deserve to pay for our mistakes?
They are as our guardians
They are as our protectors
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Words of sorrow carved into skin
Reminding me that I'm falling again
My mind is foggy
How I wish it was clear
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We sit softly
Surrounded by memories
Surrounded by those things,
That everyone holds so dear
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D are I speak
I n this world of silence
S hadows seem to scream
T he secrets of everyone
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My life is a mystery
Surrounded by a thick fog
Many say they know me
But one think you must see
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As I sit here
I think about all the good times
I wonder what your thinking about
Wishing it was me
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As the moon begins to rise
The hearts begin to break
Not of sorrow or misery
But that of lost loved ones
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Rising Beauty
The moon rises
The sun bows down
Takes its turn to pass light to others
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I sit here with words of wisdom
Reading them off as if my own
I sit with a smile
The occasional chuckle
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As the rain makes contact with my face and slides down my cheek
It disguises my tears
And washes them away
So that no-one sees them emerge from my eyes
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5 years
Five years since I have seen you
Five years since I have heard you
Five years since I have had you by me
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Past memories scar the mind
Of those that disbelieve that they themselves cannot choose
Stand strong, stand proud
You have a heart, you have a soul
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