I love you, I really do
But the words still ring in my ears
Telling myself every new year
I'm going to let go of you
...
The blood dripping at a systematic pace
Your death hurt me leaving an evident trace
My pupils dilated yet reflecting emptiness
My body engulfed with anxiety and stress
...
Rejected
I love you, I really do
But the words still ring in my ears
Telling myself every new year
I'm going to let go of you
But yet, you've been engraved in my heart
I feel it deeper when I see you
Cuz I know you'll never feel it too
How I wish
I often say
Less dramatic, harder to bear
Moulded in me, the master of despair
Torpidity and numbness
Stuck inside me, can't seem to get it out
Everything is darker than ever
You've melted me
I guess I had a heart meant for destruction
Because you regularly crumple it under feet
...
I'm imprisoned in my mind
Panting, hoping for the last breath
An alien in my own life
An unknown land
Feel like I'm paying dearly
For the little joy encountered
Warned against happiness
But now,
Blood's oozing from shroud marks
Making me my own contradiction
My unhealed breathing heart,
It's a part of me
'Don't learn to deal with fate, Learn to change it with courage and faith'