Scars Poem by Edme Seraphina

The cuts on my skin
The blood oozing at great pace
I can see my blood
And my palms redbfrom the heart I pulled out
Which once beat for you
Shroud marks clearer than ever
Somehow my visions getting blurred
Yet, I have a mental picture of me on your arms
But I can't bring myself to forget how you sliced through my skin
You're my strength and weakness
My messiah and my demon
You heal my heartaches
But all the same, bore holes in my heart
Our connection has been broken
Our hearts are no longer related
You once filled with my heart compartment with love
Now, I realise you only filled with my thinking space with lies
How could someone lie that much
How can someone be so untruthful
Yet, reflect love and desire in his eyes
It's driving me crazy
How you protect me from the world
Only to hurt me with your words and death stares
How can you yearn for my touch
Yet push me away like I'm death to your skin
I'm going nuts,
You're driving me crazy
I can't seem to bring myself to hate you
Neither can i love you with my heart
Because of the bruises and scars
That'll never heal or disappear

Edme_Serafina