Elen Ghulijanyan

If we all are meant to die,
Why do we even have to try?
This whole life is a huge lie
So pointless, stupid and so dry,
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They see your beauty
Not your pain
Not even struggles or regrets.
Look at my tears, a whole lake
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I hate the way you talk
I hate the way you walk
Your humble, simple tone
And your every single bone
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They say I'm crazy, bold, insane,
But I just went through so much pain
That I feel numb and can't complain
Because I know no one would care.
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I'm no longer messed and obsessed,
I'm more excited, no regrets
There's just him and nothing else
He makes me live and nothing less,
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Oh baby look around,
Who do you see the first in the crowd?
If it's not me, you shall get out,
I don't want you, it's not your fault.
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