Elusive Conclusive

I used to be happy but somehow it seems
that the happiness has been drained from me
Its like staring at a black hole in to the abyss
I wonder does happiness even exist
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I love the way I make you smile
I love the way I make you laugh
I love the way you think it’s cute
When I say I would love to cuddle you in the bath
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I would buy you flowers
I would walk you home
Make you smile when you’re alone
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My dogs name was Dotty Ive had her almost ten years
Ive just had to have her put down and its brought my family to tears
she was a great dog and yappy all the time
seeing her last night i knew she wasn't fine
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Over the past few months we have been through a lot together,
Both done and said things we thought we would never.

Although no one knows they all have a feeling
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Day 1. I am really missing you, I’m on my journey to Heathrow airport my destination is Peru.

Day 2. I have landed in Brazil next flight to Lima, I swear on the plane I thought I had seen ya.
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I missed you from the moment you left, when I see you I have to catch my breath
When I look in to your beautiful eyes, my heart pounds like mad and my love I cant disguise
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What is love? its just a word, its the feelings you have that are absurd
Love is a mixture of feelings some good some bad, can you really love someone or something you have never had?
The word love is used to often but never really meant, you can use it to describe a sport, hobby or in a message you have just sent
Love can be a drug and keep you high for a day, it can then turn on you and make you regret what you've done or what you say
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For you I will listen and never lie
For you I will be the one who you can rely
For you I will hold your hand
For You I have searched throughout the land
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You cant see me but im always there
when you are down im the one who cares
when your happy I am happy to
you cant see me but I can see you
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What I want for Christmas is something you can not see,
It’s the love of a special lady who means the world to me

Waking up on Christmas day with you laying next to me,
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This is a poem just for you
The girl who made my wish come true

The first time I realised I liked you
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Laying here in my bed, loads of thoughts going on in my head. Like when will I ever see you gain, I got to the airport to find they had cancelled my plane.

Words can’t express what you mean to me, but i’m still stuck here with the same Peruvian scenery.
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I want you by my side every night and every day
I want you to tell me when im sad it will be ok
I want you to know that you will always have my heart
I want you to know we will never be apart
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How does it feel when you’re on your own when you are down
When you need someone to talk to but there is no one around.

How does it feel to be betrayed by the ones supposed to be your friends?
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I’ve had the chance to buy you flowers,
Talk to you staying up for hours

Staring into your beautiful eyes,
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I know this past year has been hard for you
Ups and downs you’ve had 1 or 2

You have found out who your true friends are
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One thing that has intrigued me is how we express ourselves with poetry
Jotting down words in our head about the things we’ve herd and the things we’ve said
Is this the best way to spend our time? Does writing poems relax your mind?
Many things you wish you’d said or want to say, showing all kinds of emotions along the way
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Sitting here on my own wondering how it all went wrong
is it my fault I wonder why, am I a stereotypical guy
looking in a mirror at my expression, writing this poem is my self expression
being on my own my music playing, letting out inner thoughts im afraid of saying
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