I do not wish to be in this life anymore
All i urged for is to be something real
Tired of pressure, misfortune and bore
A new discovery that i shall reveal
...
I feel I am bigger, bigger than an oak tree
So powerful that I can walk against the flow
OH my soul, my dazzling soul is just so free
Faith and hope keeps my heart beating to glow
...
Ever had a moment of real fun?
Playing with water guns under the sun
Or hop like a bouncing ball while screaming
Just to tease others, enjoying the feeling
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I am lost with no track
Should i stay or start to pack?
I am lonely with pain in my heart
Please release me from the suffering part
...
I am a human being. Funny, kind & friendly. I am Arabian so yes i speak arabic, English is my second language. I write English poetry.I'm still an ammature in writing, but i do consider myself gifted. So i make sure not to waste what God gave me. Still young with a pure heart hoping that my passion and determination will take me to where i want to be & the person i desire to be.. Ameen to that..)
Abyss
I do not wish to be in this life anymore
All i urged for is to be something real
Tired of pressure, misfortune and bore
A new discovery that i shall reveal
The burden i carry shall never be shared
I cannot be open; I locked the door
Though i gave up on life, I am still scared
Not the end i desire; Dead on the floor
How can it be? why have i fallen so hard?
I cannot stand this pain and confusion
Therefor, I went out to the back yard
To get some fresh air and find a solution
Staring at the cold white moon, soothing
Trying to rationalize everything i faced
Cold breeze blows, even nature is abusing
I shiver and cry, I will not be saved
Why God has chosen me to be alone?
Never had some one who would love me
Should accept this? be solid as a stone?
Maybe i chose this path; I will blame me
suddenly i hear this voice shouting and calling
Wake up human, Fruit of the being tree
You either correct the flaws or start falling
I put my hands on my ears; I want to flee
Now i hear the husky voice speaking in my mind
Youngling, Do not fear my loudness and harshness
Open your third eye, try a bit harder just to find
what you cannot see in reality's hecticness
I am not what you are looking for, Said to voice
I am a human being, Isolated in his cell
At least this time i will make the choice
I shall go back to my cell and i shall lock it well...