every day is a constant battle
Devil/Angel
win/loose
self will is no longer an option
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as i look out the window
i see the sun rise
before my very eyes
i feel its warmth & power upon my face
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what is the meaning of life
what does it hold for me
is it worth the heart ache
the pain
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I often ask myself
what is wrong with this world?
good people get murdered
why?
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how powerfull it is
those words that flow out
just like that blood
how it feels to know that
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well it's nearly here
& what sadness & joy it brings
people all rushing arounding
children all excited
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howling voices in the night
taunting me in my minds eye
the wind in the trees
blowing this way & that way
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