It's funny how much
A few words can mean
And how much it hurts
When their not meant any longer
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Longing sinks its teeth into your soul
Darkness smothers your mind
Pain flows though your body
These are all symptoms
...
The blade is dark
Damp and stained
With the remains of yesterdays purging
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She stands in the bathroom
Cold water dripping from her decaying form
Limp arms hanging with a deadening weight by her side
Now there is nowhere to hide
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Icy wind bites into the skin
Distant waves crash on the shore
Tearing away the lifeless sand
...
The room shifts in and out of focus
Her pupils dilated
Visions of horror
Of blood
...
Eyes gaze unseeingly
Through stands of blonde hair
Upon the sterile white walls
That sparkle with an unnatural sheen
...
Smile like you mean it
To see your smile again
The crinkles around your mouth
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Tears fall freely
From bloodshot eyes
Sobs escape through dry lips
Remembering all your strategic lies
...
i stand here
And i pray for rain
To wash away my sins
To wash away my pain
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Slowly he moved away
Towards the door
And with him he took my heart,
My soul,
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Sharp tears cut my eyes
I cry black blood
I bleed mascara for you
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My Place
The darkness embraces me
Squeezing tighter and tighter
I welcome it
The feel of cold smooth dirt
Against my skin
Refreshing
Between my toes
The frosty air
A welcome relief
From the heated pressure of my mind
The moon hangs high
Full of light
Full of hope
A beacon in this unforgiving world
From up here i can see it all
Flickering lights like fire across the city
Voices carried on the breeze
I come here to think
I come here to breathe