J.T. Derouen

What is it?
Is it real?
Is it like emotion?
Is it just an illusion?
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Give me hope and
End it all
God above please
End it all
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All my Life I've seen
Beauty I thought
Would always last
Now I know the Truth
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There's something about you
That I'll never give up
Something bringing me back
I want it to last
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Idols will fall
One day when we realize the truth
This place is filled with idolatry
They will all fall at your call
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I long to praise you
Lift my hands in surrender
For you are my Lord
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The Ink fades
Fades away on the page
Forms into new meaning
Your word becomes dead
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I riase my hands
I call your name
In the back
Where no one can see me
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Taking a step away
From where you brought me
Heading back to wear you found me
I'm falling away from you again
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The rain is falling
The winds are strong
But nothing can
Stand against you
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I can't see
It's all dark
Who is this standing in front of me?
Is this my heart?
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If I turn away
Make me come back
If I say I hate you
Make me love you
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In my heart
Was a yarn full of darkness
That tormented me
And held me back
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It's all over
I'm done
You played with me
And had your laugh
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Hell's scary!
It BURNS! ! !
For those of Satan
It's eternity
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In a room
People praising God for all he's done
And I sit alone in a chair
The music blaring
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We as humans have lost our way
We gave into darkness
And it led us astray
But fear not
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You just love me
And I don't know wut I did to deserve it
You loved me for a long time
Wut did I do?
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The moment I died
You thought it was over
You thought you'd never
See me again
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I didn't have you before
I was alone
I was scared
I wanted someone special
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