jason medina

I look up at the moon again
It has been my one true friend.
My only way out of the dark
My one chance at a brand new start.
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I suffer from the lies of the Demons eyes.
I am bound by unbreakable ties
made by staring into the Demons eyes.
The clear blue skies turn to black as I watch the sun die
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I know what may happen
it has happend before.
I just dont know if I can take anymore.
When you say you are a friend
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Please take from my life
the things that have been given to my eyes.
The sight is burned inside my mind
and they haunt me late at night.
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I float alone through night
the only time in which I fly.
Along the lonely road and no one knows.
During the day I am afraid to let go
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I turn the lights out for tonight.
Another day spent waisting time,
waiting for her to give me a sign.
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Despite what you may think
they are two completely different things.

You see the night is a moment
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That friend that you have always been
I need you to always be.

Now that I have known that type of vulnerability
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As I find my way into the dark.
The shadows find their way into my heart.
A free fall into nothing
then something sparks my mind.
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No one knows that sometimes I
sit alone at night and cry.
Cause I can no longer pretend that I will be ok again.
Im tired of living this way patiently waiting for the day
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Im still standing, but my knees are shaking

Im still strong, but my body is aching
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All life seems to be
is a bunch of broken dreams
and I'mhere searching through the shards
trying to figure out who I'm supposed to be
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Maybe when my life is over
one day you will see.
That my time belonged to you
but you were only a moment for me.
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I must have prayed a thousand times last night.
I must've begged, I must've pleaded I must've cried.
I asked God to please keep me in his sight
as I prepared for something I have been waiting
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Ive made up my mind. Im sick of all the lies. No matter how many times Ive tried Ive come no closer to the light.

Im not turnin back. Even if its the only life I have. Its not a life I'd wished I'd had.
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All I know
is I that I can never get her off my mind when I'm alone.
And it hurts to know
that I can never be a part of her world.
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I see a picture from not so long ago.
I wonder; how the hell did I end up on this road.
Stuck somwhere I dont know,
which way do I go,
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Take my hand
Maybe I can help you understand.
I want you to see
life can be as beautiful as you want it to be.
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