Jen..Jennifer Or Just Me Poems

Being backstage, you'll put on your costume. You're ready to face you're going out front soon.
You walk out from behind the curtain, you're head is held high, and you pretend to be certain.
The confidence you hold is just a sad disguise, and you'll ask yorself, 'I do this why? '
You're out on the stage with all eyes on you, you keep on wishing this play was thru.
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All in your state of mind......
If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win, but think you can't, you won't.
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Enjoying the pain caused on yourself, the hurt just continues to help.
Use all of your weakest strength, try to only go a certain length.
See the blood dripping down, hate to see your hurtless frown.
You can fight it extremely hard, but you can't help that you start.
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GO AHEAD- Step into my shoes, then you can tell me what I should do. Try to feel the way that I feel, try to believe this hurt is not real. Convince yourself that you are not weak, hold in all the pain, and never speak.
GO AHEAD- Walk in my shoes, then ask why I do what I do. Feel my sadness for just a minute, and then try to say you still don't get it. Be an actor and hide yourself, run from the pain, but you can't ever ask for help. Deal with everyone's problems, but never your own, Be around hundreds of people, and still feel alone.
GO AHEAD- Try on my shoes, see how well they will fit on you, You must always pretend that you are ok, continue to be fake every day. Go home and cry by yourself, dream you had someone that would help. Wish you had someone to come home to, except that wish might never come true. Imagine you can't love, or be loved ever, imagine feeling that things might never get better.
GO AHEAD- Run in my shoes, see if there is something to run to. Be me, then you might find what is going on in my mind. Maybe you will see another way to deal, then you can tell me how I should feel. If you think you could handle this better, please tell me, so I can be greater.
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