Jennifer Smith Poems

Kisses can be full of pain.
They lead you in,
Your life to drain.
Building up,
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The world is a very unforgiving place. Faces go by, day by day, and no one could ever recall one. People of different styles and character. There features tell a story of there past and of there future. But all people are volnerable, no matter how rough there exterior can seem. Everyone has a weekness and a strength. Each gift is fit to match you, even if you think it is usless, dont put it aside, it could one day save your life.
Nobody likes being judged, I for one can say that I dont. It is a way of saying i know you with out giving you a chance, and I dont approve. I am better then you.But is that true? are those who judge by phisiognomy truely better? In my opinion I dont think so. Judging people can only bring you one thing. Wheather you think so or not, it gives regret from the soal. That person you made an assumption of could have been a life partner or a best friend, and you would never even know it. Because you never took the time to even say 'Hello' or 'What is your name? '.
All of us are odd in a different way. And that is what makes you unique. Dont you want someone to some day say, 'I remember this person when I was younger, and i can say my life wouldn't be the same with out them.'? I know I would. To be able to say, ' hey! I changed this person's life for the better. 'Someone actually remembers all the fun times we spent together.'
But to me....that is only a dream. My life feels incomplete and misunderstood. I was so happy with some, but as we all know happiness can never last. My world soon took a spiraling downfall when I fell in love for the first time. I can say at times I was truely unhappy, but not regretful. Never. For I cant imagine my life with out him.
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I have to let go.

So in this box you will be found.
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Break me down, cuz im not tough.
Hold me back, keep me from moving up.
Just stop now. your time is up.
Hold your breath, its just not enough.
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Why do you make me suffer this way?
You make it hard for me to breath.
I mean to say things to you.
I open my mouth, and....nothing.
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