Jessica Thomas

I miss you so much
I wish I could’ve been there
I wish I could’ve seen you
I wanted to say goodbye
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I thought some things never changed
I didn't think all horizons expanded
Only certain things seemed to falter
The others seemed too perfect to alter
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Need to move
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Inside myself I'm all alone
This girl has been spared no storm
The pain is often too great to bear
Yet in the lonliness I am aware
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Please remember
I'll love you forever
Through good times and bad
Yet it may not show when I'm mad
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My life seems ordinary, so dull and drab
I'm caught between choices, which one to grab
Integrity and stability as I mature
The girl inside craves to be nutured
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There are colors everywhere
All about colors you may not care
Some are pretty some are light
Some perhaps as dark as night
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Sun beaming, the sky's blue and bright
Hear the birds singing with all their might
Spring is here and summer's coming
Flowers growing from the ground still muddy
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Oh the tantalizing tiger

You make me feel on fire
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I heard the words a long time ago
And to this world I'll unfold
Something inside me gives me the words
To pick up my pieces and wield my sword
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As surely as God made God lives
Even in my sin he forgives
Feeling my life is for a moment at ease
With my thoughts I hope God's pleased
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All the time in the world can't compare
New beginnings and grand ideas I'm to prepare
Stressing myself to make my dreams reality
Somehow the pressure is all I feel and see
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I saw a deranged man in the hall
Sucking on an orange straw
He said hello to me
I said hi as nice as could be
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Tiger, if you could be held in my arms,

Would you be kind or must it always bring harm?
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Why this am I feeling?
Blessings God has begun revealing
This will take time to comprehend
My demented mind may not mend
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I miss you more than anything
More than words can say
You in my life meant everything
I remember you each day
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I'm capsizing in my own reality
Can't this world see the potential in me?
My mind overrun by compulsive thoughts
And peace has again evaded being caught
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These last days with some of you
These last days are so few
Things we wanted to change
Life was always so strange
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Where do I go from here?
My life seems full of fear
I want to be yours alone
Please let my love be shown
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I feel like a puppy in a dog pound
Like a person thrown in the lost and found
I don't understand why I feel so disowned
It's hard to think that I'm not alone
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