Jessica Trujillo Poems

Your worthless,
Your nothing,
Your stupid,
Your ugly.
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Lost deep in devastation
All my anger turned to aggression
Slipping slowly off the edge
Losing my self confidence
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You came into my life and made see
Just how good people can be
You took my hand and caught me when i fell
You held on tight and fought through it all
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You came into my life to make it right
A dream come true was me and you
You took my pain and made it pleasure
You took my heart and made it better
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I have to fight back
But the pain cuts so deep
I have to try
But I can hardly even breathe
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Do you know how it feels
When you are cut way to deep
Or when the scars open up
and you can't stop the bleed?
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On the cold ground i lay, it's then that i feel my pain
It encloses me, surronds me
Greif and loneliness mock me with lifless memories
I cry out for help, but again no one hears
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I can't breath for this pain you've caused is killing me,
I can't speak for your last words have silenced me.
I can't stand because you took all the strength away from me,
I can't see because you've blinded me by all your lies.
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How come it doesn't matter about what i say until it's something wrong?
How come you never notice a thing i do for you unless i mess it up?
Why is it that everytime i try to help i'm just making the problem worse?
Tell me why my best is never good enough and my worst is all you see!
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Don't tell me to shut up, this time your going to listen!
Don't tell me to sit down, i'm already ten feet off the ground!
Don't tell me who to be, because i'm sick of what you think!
Don't tell me i won't make it, you have no idea what i can be!
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