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I Can'T Love You Anymore

I can't love you anymore
You consume my thoughts
You consume my whole being.
Why must you love me?
I try every day to not love you.
Every day.

I wait on my toes,
Watching
Hoping
For that little beacon that
Notifies your beckoning.
The one which I can't ignore
No matter how hard I wish I could

You give me feelings that can't be real
They just can't.
My heart belongs to someone else
But you keep tugging it.

Release it.
Just let it go.
Why did we meet?
Just some random pairing,
Or fate tempting us?
Why God, why?
Why must she love me?

Why must I love you?
Do I really?
Why does it feel like it?
It hurts so bad.

I keep starting to cry
For whom, I'm not certain.
Is it for you?
Or is it for her?
It can't be for myself.
I keep starting, but I can't finish.
For every time my face clenches up and my heart squeezes,
It cannot release what's contained within.
One tear here, four tears there,
There's more in there.
They need out.
Please.

You give me joy.
So much joy.
But when the joy stops,
Nothing but pure misery replaces it.
Pure misery.
Why must you love me?
I can't quit you,
I've tried every day.

Don't love me anymore.
Stop consuming my thoughts and my being.
Quit making me wait for that beacon.
I can't love you anymore

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