Joan Fontanilla Balmania

I want to be there
But I don't know where that is
I want to be that
But I don't know who that is
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One day you will see my worth
And will realize she's not the girl of your dreams
Coz I am the only one in this rare earth
Who have seen your extremes
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Aging. The withering stage of life
A busy avenue on a cracked cement
A new building with rusty railings
A car with a flat tire
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You said I am a leader but why can't I direct myself?
You said people are drawn to me but why can't I feel them?
You said I am good looking but why am I afraid of mirrors?
You said I am attractive but why am I scaring people away?
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A person is not giving you a cold shoulder for no reason.
You might have hurt feelings or acted foolish enough to touch an ego.
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There is always a time for everything.
You can never tell, though, if it's the last or the beginning.
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Blame the voices for being awake at this time of the night
Night. It's 2: 30 in the morning. Sweet dreams to all.
Who cares what time is it?
The sun is still shining at the far side of the Earth
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I'm freaking smart. I'm bloody clever. Because I did.
I did shut you out. You will never win. Because I'm cunning.
Counting the tablets. All seven of them.
Lined them up on a queue
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Blame the chemicals!
Blame it for my indifference
The way I say I love you now but not love you tomorrow
The way I let you feel you are special but hold back after a minute
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I didn't agree when they told me
That first love will never set you free
That first love never dies
And first love are full of sighs
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Problem with boys
They think of your being friendly as flirtatious
And interpret politeness as having desires over them
They'll go easy on you
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I will love you no matter how difficult it is to count the exact number of the stars and how difficult it is to catch the Venus and the moon in the photographs
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