"What sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open their skulls and ate up their brains and imagination? " "Howl" by Allen Ginsberg
The season frazzles
...
Light follows darkness as darkness light:
the stunned sun halts mid-dance
Shiva Nataraj
motionless
...
Kiswar Q'Inti*, The Royal Hummingbird of the North has entered this body
penetrating at the solar center
insinuating herself into each cell.
...
definitive compartment
outsized objects squeezing in
awkward
expose my naked unprolificity
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What is it that I ask of religion?
I ask
that you serve
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Only now may it be spoken
that the Divine had placed her numinous imprint
upon the earth of those several young summers
...
adamantine density
inner halls so steeply narrow
how much substance must I shed
...
Things one does when one's lover is away:
- stand in the freezing wind waiting for a bus
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I am She-Bear denned in sweet earth
I dream snow-covered leaves and frozen fields
I dream fish asleep in icy rivers
I dream leafless trees and waning light
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"Moloch! Moloch! Nightmare of Moloch! Moloch the loveless! Mental Moloch! Moloch the heavy judger of men! " from Howl, Allen Ginsburg,
The heavy cloak of righteous dignity
is off the shoulders of government
...
The Great Lord of Energy
rises to his morning display
on oily waves of smoke
raising his magnanimous arms
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Living the Living Wheel*
The First Level of Engagement
An instruction to myself
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I The signs are as clear as they get: Shiva dances wildfire in the western states.
The Amazon's fierce flames still tear oxygen from the unsuspecting air.
8 million acres of the Australian bush decimated (animals are not often counted)
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Serpent: A Personal Odyssey
To the winds of the South
Sachamama
...
how it began is unclear
innocence and earnestness
the impossible 'Why? '
...
Iteration I: Blessed by the Great Mother, I was dropped into this life, a member of the several generations destined to negotiate the erotic boundaries between cultural prohibition, the whipped up frenzy of rock and roll, and mind expanding drugs- a short but intense period that lay magically between the availability of birth control pills and antibiotics, and the fateful appearance of AIDS. Iteration II: I come from a long line of barbarians, land thieves, and genocidal murderers. My English forbearers arrived in America on the Mayflower. I have been taught to be proud of my ancestors. And, indeed, I am proud that my Puritan ancestors would not abide the oppression of anyone-not themselves, not others. I am proud that they took a stand against slavery. On my mother’s side I come from French Canadian and barely acknowledged Native American roots- the hunter and the hunted are alive in my genetic code.)
It's Spring- I Think
"What sphinx of cement and aluminum bashed open their skulls and ate up their brains and imagination? " "Howl" by Allen Ginsberg
The season frazzles
insanely
swinging recklessly between
tranquility and turbulence
forgetting herself
spring loses her mind
delivering a wintry waste
even as the undaunted snowdrops
push their cthonic heads
from the cold earth
striving toward sunlight and air
Yet hasn't this always been so?
The inconstancy of Spring?
What separates this one
from 86 or so others?
It must be the climate -
and I don't mean the weather.
May 2018