jools England

I've lost all belief
I had in myself
The person I see in the mirror
is somebody else
...

I could've had all I ever wanted
You would've stayed my friend
But I didn't want to bully
That's how our friendship did end
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Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss
Are you my friend, please answer this...
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once but I forgot!
...

I cannot forgive you
for hurting me,
I cannot forgive you
for making me cry,
...

I lost myself
on my escape from you
I've become somebody else
it shows in all that i do
...

I'm sick to the stomach
and shakin´ to the core
Tryin´ to calm down a bit
makes me feel worse than before
...

Drop your guard
and end the fight
Turn your back
and make it right
...

I give my best, but still I fail
I run my fastest, but to no avail
There's always somebody who's
stronger, faster, better
...

I saved my life,
but sold my soul,
I've broken down, cried
and lost control
...

I woke up last night
with you on my mind
I tried to fall asleep again
to leave these thoughts behind
...

this poem is still 'under construction', I just don't know how to express my feelings in a way that makes sense and sounds nice. If anyone's got any idea how to improve this poem, please write me. I'd be grateful for help.

Sometimes when I think of you
the memories make me smile
...

I have nothing to lose
but my fear
And that is why
we're standing here
...

May my friendships always be
the most important thing to me
with special friends I feel I'm blessed
so let me give my very best
...

Goodbye to your warm embrace
Goodbye to the demons you made me face

Goodbye to the dreams you sold
...

Poems are crazy. Poems are sweet.
Poems tell us a story. They go with a beat.
...

The spotlight's on - he takes the stage
the crowds are roaring at his feet
they follow every move he makes
he rules them with his cool esprit.
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There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some for ever not for better
Some have gone, and some remain
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Memories of the past
tend to make me cry
Forever never seemed to last
and we didn't even try.
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I haven't really slept for ages
those nightmares I can't stand
within me a war rages
and my wounds, they just won't mend
...

I should stop breaking my heart
just to make things right
Maybe it's time
I started a fight
...