Joyleen Heneker Biography
For most my life i have faught what i thought was a loosing battle with anorexia/bulimia and suicidal thoughts and commited several times. My poems are based on some of my experiences, times when i needed to escape, etc. I refer to a Name called Bella alot in my poems, Bella is what i had named my Eating disorder> Bella to me was a powerfull name.
Sorry if you find that some of my poems are explicit but these poems do not get any more real then what they are. Please i would love to hear what you think as i generally do not share these with no one, But one day would love to write a book based on my battle with it all, and my poems also. THank you for taking your time in reading them
Im standing there all alone
Darkness surrounds me
I feel like im chocking
Hands around my neck
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Who am I?
I used to have dreams, goals and ambitions
I used to smile, love and felt compassion
I used to be fun, socialize and hang out with friends
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This is what you want me to be
Superficial, skinny as can be
Happy, successful, a beauty queen
Dark hair, blue eyes, clear complexion and smooth skin
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I don’t need you any more in my life
Let me be in mourning
For the loss of you
Thank you for every thing you have tried to do for me
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