The key that unlocks the road ahead is lost without a trace
Futures road stands in time waiting locked until revealed
Until that time I must find the girl I left behind
My dreams tell secrets in nightmares form
...
When time passed us by
I could still count on you
Everything changed
But you were still there
...
Every year so very many things change
Summer into Fall
Winter into Spring
Bringing new realitys
...
how can i explain myself
when i have yet to understand
i want nothing more
than for reality to make sense
...
I know we're nothing more than friends
Aquantences if you see
Yet there's something about you
That has a tight hold on me
...
These days slowly pass before my eyes
We've changed so much since that first day
I remember when my eyes fell upon your's
Never did I think we'd come this far
...
Nothing makes sense
These words in my mind
The thoughts in my head
Are taking over
...
Please dont leave me
right when i need you
please come back andd
make everything ok
...
Sitting here alone
In the quiet of the night
Hidden in the darkness
Overcome by fears
...
how can i give you my everything
when you give me nothing in return?
Everytime we talk I always listen
Yet you always ignore.
...
Last year things were a little rocky
When I told you how I felt
You avoided me
Rarely said hey
...
I see your face
In the halls everyday
And it takes everything
In me to just look away
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Life is a task we all must overcome
Full of pain and deceit
Where we're told is love and trust
Broken dreams are around every corner
...
I knew it was wrong
Wrong to love you
I kept telling myself
What not to do
...
confession rises in our minds
as it fills up our thoughts
wondering what could have been
while knowing what is
...
the conscious mind
it does not fail
ignored by many
heard by one
...
I may not know the reasons
Why everything happens
The way that they do
Yet the reasons are there
...
Silver pools turn crimson
as the night begins to fade,
dawn returns so then should
the light of all that's passed,
...
I want to scream my insecurities
Tell all of my secrets
But my fear keeps it locked inside
My words fill my head
...
The Girl In The Mirror
The key that unlocks the road ahead is lost without a trace
Futures road stands in time waiting locked until revealed
Until that time I must find the girl I left behind
My dreams tell secrets in nightmares form
Vision blurred by misconceptions
Standing still remembering, deciphering, forgetting
I hold close to what is dear remember through the fear
Walk away, begin to grow, unearth what I don't know
My tears they fall, like winter's ice, piecing the soul of the forgotten life
The girl I lost, she's buried deep, beneath the rubble
Only one path will lead me to that place I long ago left
Break down the walls, remember the forgotten
Find the mess that lies within and build
Build the soul of scars and patch those best I can
Only time will tell what can become
Of all that's left unknown,
Forgotten,
The girl in the past,
The girl in the mirror….