Kai Schultz

I lay here smiling
My thoughts on you.
Your smile, always making my heart flutter
The sound of your voice,
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There is a journey we all take,
To find who we are, what we will be and more.
The journey is endless, for it follows life
the good times and the bad.
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The darkness surrounds us. We are always in its clutches, though we don't always seem to see it.
Many ask, ' What darkness do you speak of? Everyone is always at love like doves',
But I know thats not true.
Darkness is the very air we breath or the very poison we call air.
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I look in the mirror
but all i see are imperfections,
not beauty.
So I wear a mask
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So cute so loving
You put a smile on our lips.
The way you chase a rolling ball
or just snuggled in a blanketon our laps.
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You make my heartbrace
Every touch
Every whisper
Sending me ablaze
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There is no where to go
I'm lost in this darkness
that surrounds me
There is no light
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My heart has died in my chest
The pain brings me to my knees
My very soul weeps in agony
The world has stopped moving
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The ending is coming,
I can feel it in my very soul.
There will be none left,
We will all die
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I sit here in the silence
Waiting for a reason to live.
Everything seems so hopeless,
So meaningless.
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Just because one has not been in love
Does mean it is not understood
Or yearned for
Stuck in nothing but emotional turmoil.
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My world has been so bright
Since u have arrived
So full of laughter and light
From u it has derived
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I watch the water
The way it shimmers and sparkles
Reminding me of that summer
The summer you and I were inseperable
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I lay here alone
My thoughts on you
And as I think back
I remember seeing you the first time
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I once thought of you as my brother
A person i could depend on
Then you left me faster than a bullet
I never said goodbye
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Can you see me,
Am I even here,
Do you hear my call,
I'm crying out
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I hear his voice in my sleep,
As he calls my name
That voice,
So full of love and longing
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No one hears my tears
Nor sees the agony on my face
I'm alone in this dark place

The tears fall swiftly
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A tragedy

A tragedy that has my heart slowly dying
As my soul stays crying
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A knife
A knife in the heart it feels

Every word you said,
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