Katie P...

I cry when you are with me,
i cry when you are away,
& i still cry when i first see you.
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O Daddy, please understand me,
Cause i don't understand myself,
O Daddy, please sing with me,
Cause i don't sing to myself,
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If ever i were to love you,
would you love me back?
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I say i live for you.
But i don't tell you.

I say i'd die for you.
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I liked 1, but then began falling for the other as he acted to fall for me. He backs off, & the other backs on.
I'm one girl. Caught between 2 guys.
Guy 1 is shy, but still out there. He makes me smile, and laugh. He's a pro at everything, but i just don't get what he wants from me? Friends, or more?
Guy 2 is extremely friendly, not shy, but definitely out there(in a good kind of way) . He knows how to make romantic moments, but to have a great time as well. We were just 2 humans, living our own lives at one time, but now, are we friends or are we more?
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I had a life long story that one day included you.
The next day, i decided to throw that part of the story out.

You ask me why i throw it out?
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It's so hard not to like you,
when we get those looks while were together.

It's so hard not to like you,
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You came to me,
you looked amazing,
i couldn't stop looking at that adorable face,
and still can't.
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I were to make a move on you,
would you make a move on me?

If i were to kiss you,
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Why is it that i have to wait forever to know if you are mine?
Why is it that i have to wait forever until i know who will stand by myside through thick & thin?

Why do i have to wait forever to know my future?
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I have had a few here & there,
A crush or 5,
& i've resisted from moving forward.
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I just wish there were some way...
Why can't there be a possible some how...
Why can't everyone just let it be us.
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I ask why i can't have you?
You answer, because you have something better.
I ask why you don't cherish all the memories we have together?
You answer, because you have something better.
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I try everyday,
to make you smile, and laugh
but, i get nothing.
I try to show you my smile, and
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Everyday is a new day filled with light.
Every night is a new night filled with darkness.

When i awaken at sunrise i think of you.
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I thought i had my best friend, my friend from elementary school, to middle school, & all the way through high school.
As a kid, i created my wedding list, & she was my maid of honor #2.
Now, i am older, & i see that things have changed,
My best friend, my friend from Elementary school, to middle school, & all the way through high school, is no longer, my best friend.
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I watch you grow,
I watch you smile.
I watch you love her,
Like you used to love me.
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