katie williams

My hands forever stained
Bloods dripping from my fingertips
Words scarred within my mind
Trembling from my lips
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She runs until her feet feel numb with pain
Until the anger buries deep within herself
Until the tears are hidden behind eyelashes thick
And the past is left upon the highest shelf
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I can’t handle the constant voices telling me to stop
Watching from a distance watching me lose the plot
Weaker as I grow, depression sinks as days go by
Lonely, forgotten afraid tempting the fates to die
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What happens when life is now longer a journey but a game?
A game with no purpose
You are not winning or gaining anything but living in a pattern
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She look around her
Into a world filled with empty faces
Dark eyes, command allegiance
To these narrow spaces
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Trees surrounding the walls around me
Bricks building a barrier around my heart
If I do not love then I can't be broken
If I do not trust then I can't be torn apart
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She runs away from class
She cannot cry in there
To let the tears hit the desk
Her hands shake on the chair
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If life was meant to make sense i would understand
How the presidents could take our lifes and still raise there hands
When people expect glory when all they do is fail
And the presidents and leaders expect us all to hail
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Crying is something I do late at night
I curl up in my bed and ask my self what might
Of happened if I had just said no would I still be in pain
or would I be able to just move on not tortured by his rein
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