When Will She Be Ok? Poem by katie williams

What happens when life is now longer a journey but a game?
A game with no purpose
You are not winning or gaining anything but living in a pattern

What happens when your life only dwells on one problem?
And you can’t seem to cope without it
You depend so much on the hardships in your life?
That you crumble without them.

What happens when you are crying you’re self to sleep every night
When you shake and shiver every time you hear his name
Is this normal?
Or are you slowly disappearing into a life of no return.

What happens when your life seems worthless?
And sometimes you think it would be easier just to fade
To sink beneath the icy cold waves
To never resurface and face the fears that you live with

What happens when you have lost all faith?
When you no longer believe in anything
Or trust in anyone
Are you ok or are your wounds slowing appearing?

What happens when you want to cry for help?
But every time your mouth opens you cannot speak
To afraid of what will happen
Because once you have spoken you cannot take it back

What happens when your bruises are still visible?
And with every step they are being pressed harder into your heart
Breaking with every breathe
But cannot show it as you feel you have to stay strong

What happens when you have been betrayed?
Lost a trust and a friend
Are you still alright or do you feel as if now you don’t belong
And that you are all alone

What happens when someone rip’s out your heart?
And steps on it right in front of you
Do you break or do you just watch them do it
As you feel you cannot let them stop.
One little girls cry for help is overruled by another mans presence
My main question here is when will this little girl be ok?