Kay Davies

Forever after or so I thought,
Your ever after has left me distraught,
The love of my life, has been ripped away.
My heart is torn, and has been led astray,
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Daddy help me Im crying,
Slit my wrists daddy, save me Im dieing,
Head hung low,
No lower can I go,
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The time in line of loyalty,
Soon to be broken.
The knowledge of right and wrong,
Soon to be devoured by the taste of sweet sin on his gental lips.
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I cried today and If there was a reason I couldn't tell you what it was,
The sad truth about it is, that in that moment I felt more whole that I have in months.
My existance is lonely, It is cold.
And the saddest part about this, is the fact that it is filled with people.
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How can you ask me to be strong,
When I've been strong all along.
How can you tell me the I'm not right,
When the only reason you say this is to start a fight.
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I was discovered once,
I once awoke in a cold silky box.
Lined with purple silk,
Was a box in which I awoke.
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Daddy had to go,
Had to run,
Had to get away,
Had to find another hiding place.
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Walk around proud and tall.
Speak your mind or say nothing at all,
Live life to the fullest and correct your mistakes,
There are to many chances for you to take.
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My love is tender, Indeed it is true.
I give the power to release your demons and temporarily free you mind,
I am not a drug, no brain cells do I take,
I am the king of kings that feels so pure,
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Im waiting for my moment to arise,
To peer into your beautiful eyes,
Thinking how long can it be,
Until you are the one with me.
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In so many ways I owe you my life,
In so many ways you've kept me alive,
Yet still you walk away,
Not forever, maybe just for today.
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Sister of mine, Always true and never blind,
Always here, but never there.
What you give me is never over rated,
What you have brought me can not be expressed,
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I cry for the things I have done, and the things I failed to do,
I cry for the chances I'v missed, and the chance I missed with you,
I cry because thats what I have left.
Without the feeling of failure, my soul would have nothing to weigh it down from floating a way.
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I wanted to breath to walk away for just one moment,
A plan we had I could wait,
Till you walked away, didn't care it was to late,
I couldnt breath for one more day, One more day my lungs were deprived,
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Let it be just you and me.
Lets forget the world and be completely free.
I need your protection but no protection do you offer.
Alone in the world I must live.
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I am not wise beyond my years,
I do not laugh in the face of danger,
I do not play with fire, I do fear being burned.
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Secret, sectret, secret finder,
Compared to yesterday I feel much blinder.
I see nothing compaired to anything but rain.
I remember nothing besides the pain.
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I know a woman,
She is brave and she is strong.

I know a woman who makes mistakes and works miracles,
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For the fisrt time in my life, I have fallen on my knees,
Sobs tearing from my chest and my held pounding from the inside out.

I have lost my footing, I have lost my best friend.
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Tears of blood, forced from my heart,
swollen and broken, its been torn apart.

Lifes like smoke, to much and youll choke,
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