Kayaeisha Shaw

I am an angel who fell from grace.
In the middle between heaven and hell,
I can still hear heaven’s faint bell.
So for now I need to embrace,
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I dream about my life
If you ever left me
Every time I think about it I cry
There wouldn't be a world
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I am so happy
It is the best day of my life
Nothing is going to change that
Because it feel so right.
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What would have happened if I were never born?
Would life be better?
Yes, it would.
All I cause is hurt.
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What is up with all these gangs.
All you hear is bang bang.
People dying
with all the war violence.
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There is no light in my life
I gave it up to the one man
Who was not suppose to let me down
My life has been shattered and destroyed
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Aroused by the sight I see.
Bewitched by the spark
Coursing through my veins.
Devoted to this feeling.
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The petals of a rose
Hold they key to my false
Exterior, where the thorns are
Blossoming out in all directions
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Punching this girl
Left hook right hook
Knocked her on the floor
She saying “oh no”
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Are you listening to the
words that are coming out of my mouth?
No one seems to hear me.
F*** everybody.
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Your belly is big
starting to feel a little scared
Thinking that nobody even cares,
and then you start to fear
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Being walked away from
like I am nothing but scum
Is easy as pie for me
because it is another form of being free.
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And when I say I'm angry you leave
Because you are not real man.
Can you for once take responsibility.
Damn! Why can't you live with the fact that you are
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Standing over his dead body
I smiled with satisfaction.
Remembering the pain, he caused me.
I can still remember his awful odor, and taste.
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You were my boo
I thought we had it all
Now I just wonder
How did we fall?
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Don't know what to do with my life.
Every move I make a new
Problem appears.
Regretting
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Shots go up in the air
People screaming everywhere.
Five nigga's shot
3 wounded 2 dead.
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The door slams shut
All alone in the dark
Sweat drips off my skin
Heart beating overtime
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What am I doing here?
I do not belong with these people.
I am not a criminal.
I just made a mistake.
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You are my heart
and my soul.
We are one in the same.
You are my light, my hope, and my dream.
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