Kayla Duf

It feels like a weight has been lifted,
When you talk to me, when you look at me,
It feels like everything is in the right place,
I can't figure it out,
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Silence, I welcome it like a gift,
Treasure my solitude,
Hope for no disturbance,
Love what you hear,
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So what your just gonna run,
From all your problems now,
You say Drama, I caused you drama,
Now look at whose causing Drama,
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Your gone and you can't hurt me anymore,
Your out of my life, and I'm out of yours,
Thats exactly what you wanted,
You know what its also what I want,
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I'm sitting here,
In the dark,
Everything is quiet,
Everything is Silent,
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What is love,
Why does it hurt so much,
It's not fair, nothing hurts as much,
Life itself has never hurt so much,
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I'm looking from side to side,
I can't seem to decide,
If only he could see the pain he is causing me,
I don't know how much longer I can fight,
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My life is empty now,
You just left me all alone,
But I know its not your fault,
Fate did this to me,
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I pretend your just away for a shot while,
But deep down I know your gone forever,
I wish you were still here,
I have to go on without you,
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I've finally decided your no longer worth it,
My life is so much more than just you,
The people in it, I'm lucky to have,
Your way of living is killing me inside,
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I'm sitting alone in my room,
With the moon shining bright,
I see these Flashes of Silver,
And pick up whats shining,
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How could you do this to me today,
Today of all days, This is not fair,
You deserve nothing, friendship, nor forgiveness,
I wish I had a stronger will power,
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So this is where you left me, with the choice to kill,
If I run, it shows my weakness,
You know my fears,
Its time I learned so I will learn your fears,
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Why should I be there for you,
When you weren't there for me,
Why should I care, if you don't care,
Why should I love you, when I don't believe you love me,
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Do you think this is just some game,
You pretend you care, but we both know you really don't care,
About me, what we have, or nothing to do with me,
Our friends think we are the perfect couple,
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I hurt you, when they hurt me,
You cry, When I make you cry,
When I'm happy, I'm hiding the fact that I'm sad
If I mess up, its because you expect it,
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Here I am, lying in the road,
What is happening, what is going on,
Why I see fire to the right,
I hear sirens far off, coming closer,
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Through spring, summer, winter, fall,
I thought I had it all,
The perfect life, I had the perfect life,
But it was all taken away that fateful summer day,
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You were always there for me,
Giving me hope in the darkest places,
But that was all just a show,
I bet you forgot me,
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Moving on is something,
I know you don't want to do,
You can't except the fact that I died,
I'm sorry, I did, but its not good for you,
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