sitting there, she watches wide-eyed
they swear she isn’t listening
they expected her to cry
...
cold blue-green terror binds me now
slows my movements, hides the ground
shadows lurk hungrily
wanting to get hold of me
...
it cuts through the place where nurturing sleep could have been
(i don't really remember if that was still an option) ,
but its noises and writhing make my heart ache and pound,
'cause their eyes are closed, so here i'm bound.
...
how dare you come back,
rising from the grave in injust fashion,
while only waiting to die again? !
...
one wall to hold a fortress
to hold the armor
that held the girl
you'll never know how much
...
Via @j3ss1caadams i'm again alone, alone at last,
content because it's like the past.
1000 times and i'm not surprised.
never trust anyone, assume they lie.
...
you accuse me of being imperfect
sadism in your blood
you make hate and hurt intersect
i'm never sane enough
...
once,
i was a starving stray,
with no one to look out for me.
so when you noticed me,
...
please don't assume by my silence
that i've got nothing to say.
it's just that i see now it isn't temporary,
i've always been this way.
...
i wanted to tell you this in person,
but i am too small to be heard.
so here is what i would say
if you could hear my words...
...