Ladicius Angel Poems

I am sorry I have not been perfect,
During my eighteen years of life.
I am sorry you think I am anorexic,
And that I live life by a knife.
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Needing your soft touch, longing for it now
That embracing grasp that you possess
That can hold me so tightly, leaving me destressed
Of all the pain I hold inside
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Here lay my mommy and daddy in this bed
Daddy's thinking broken condom,
What's going through mommy's head?
Starting today
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Some days my life grows grim
And my inner light gets dim
And I don't feel right at home
I call and come over
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Why do I let myself get attached
When you don't even know if you like me
Why do I let myself cry
When you choose someone else
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Frustration is rising
Don't know what to do
So many problems
So many questions
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Die by day live by night
Trying to find the forgotten light
Problems are a rising
I can't stop the crying
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Walking slow with the thought in my mind
Looking around for some kind of sign
Will someone stop me?
Will anyone even miss me?
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On the day you told me you wanted to die,
I stared at the glowing screen,
Mouth gaping,
Wondering if I was understanding your words correctly
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Hounds from Hell take their toll on your soul
as you walk the mainstreet of mainstream
and watch Saturn and Neptune dance to a simple tone
of silence in the outer space.
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