overeager
too ready for friends
too ready for anything
but also poor
...
he turned to me
'you have much to see
in this world that revolves around this sun
there is so much MORE
...
i hope i will see him again
this man who spoke of life
and his dreams to return to school
he said he was proud
...
Your Laughingstock
overeager
too ready for friends
too ready for anything
but also poor
with cold hands
and empty pockets
i will be
tonight
your laughingstock
a liar
a cheater
an underachiever
but for 1 thing
i will walk
walk
walk
walk
in the cold
for the one thing that will
warm me
on that long way home
no go tonight?
nothing?
nothing at all?
so i walked for
nothing?
sorry
and that feeling
you know that one
you probably dont feel it as much as i
is rising from my toes
to my stomach
to my nose
stupid
so i pretend to be high
pretend to have somewhere
to go
something to do
but we all know i am not fooling you
i should have stayed home
but at least i have cigarettes
this walk
that lie
this night
was not in total vain.