Lelani Faifai Poems

Sunny days
Blissful moonlight walks
Delicious dinners by candle light
Heartbreaking goodbyes
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I cannot hear you
I cannot see you

I can only write to you
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to me it was special
to you it was routine
to me you meant everything
to you i meant drama
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I wanted to give up
I wanted to leave everyone behind
Join the souls of no return
Embrace the darkness that is death
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I worry about the future
What will it bring
Who will i become
Am I going to be able to rise to the occassion
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how did this happen
i knew better then to dally
but dally i did
and pay the price i must
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tomorrow comes to soon
we have just begun
the sun rises
and with it you take your leave
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Things i chose to ignore plague me once more
The doubt i pushed aside
The heavy weight of lies i bore with a smile
The hint of unfaithfulness was completely ignored
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15 minutes pass.

Eternity of regret.
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