It is not in silence that I feel alone:
the absence of voices
the deep black peace of night or
the tranquility of a deserted stretch of shore
...
There is proof of my life everywhere:
initials carved into tree's bark
songs i always sing along to on the radio
the tatterd books lying under my bed
...
It took the innocence of childhood
for me to wish to be an actress
a social worker
a doctor or author
...
In the restaurant, i watched her face
and my mothers by her side,
trying to see the similarities,
the swoop of their noses
...
when we planned our sleepover
it was meant to be just us.
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