Lynnie Kim

Hey, do you see the fool I’ve come to be
To protect you from those twisted lies
I schemed... I tried, I failed, I fried
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I paint my face so no one will see
the ugliness that I see in me

But you say you saw my beauty shine through
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I'd rather cry over a silly love song,
Than paste a smile upon my stoney face,
staring out at the world, totally unfazed.
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Forget it, let it go.
Compel youself,
don’t let anyone know.
Maybe this way,
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When I gave you away,
why return and beg to stay?

Then I locked you up in hold,
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I finally see the futileness of all these I have done
At the very end, I know, I should never have begun
I hope it’s not too late to save this cowardly soul
From the hope it keeps, buried deep, but knows it cannot hold
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