Only with time will I move forward
Understanding that I cheated myself out of love
With the deception that played itself out
Yet I loved you more than I loved myself
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No one can change within a short period of time
It's almost impossible
Acknowledging that change comes with time
I was convinced that with the problems, It be best we'd part ways
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I view it is as something special
I look to you as if I found someone
to share my life with forever
What bothered me most about you though
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Unimportant matters shall not be discussed
Have the common courtesy for another
Just your disapproval speaks volumes alone
The time you regarded the cherished friend
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Your expressed doubts speak loudly
When it find no way out the mouth
When you look at me i'm convinced.
And automatically sense
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I dream of a fairy-tale love affair
And I'd imagined you as my fantasy lover
I show you love but you don't seem to care
Come to realize that it's all pretend, I'd later discover
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Enough is enough
So I'd depart from you permanently
Can't keep holding onto a dream
You cheated me into believing you were faithful
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I know just how to love you
And I hurt altogether
You, You had somebody with whom you acquainted yourself
Why the need to keep secrets?
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I may never approve
How you led me to believe
When it wasn't the truth
That there was another, feeling fooled in deceived
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Silent tears I cry the memory never fades away
Yet I won't forget you in mind
I remember you vaguely
I forget not the times when I myself found peace with you
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