at first it started as friends
we understood each other
or so i thought
...
as I walk in front of the gate i notice its darkness
as if it were hiding or seeling a secret
as I go deeper into the graveyard i hear voices calling for
'help' or'welcome'
...
i was born and from that point everything changed i ruined ppls lives i was always alone no one cared A LOT of ppl betrayed me i cry cuz of it i love poetry but it doesnt really make me feel good but it keeps me away from certain thoughts i love to box play football, soccer, and basketball and im a gurl with alot of problem always coming at me wen 1 ends another starts but im happy only wen im alone or with ppl that actually care wich is about 1 once a year or month all i mostly need is a friend but a true friend but unfortunalty i cant and sure never will also i write my poetry from experience not from it just poppin in my head)
Mistakes
I made the mistake
to trust you
the mistake to actually
believe
that you would always be
there for me
the mistake to actually think
that you would be the one
to save me
from my depression
the mistake to let you
into my soul
to let you know everything
about me, past, and my feelings
but now i know
that you lied
about
everything
i should of known
that you NEVER
cared
i had the right to
and now for my mistakes
i have to suffer
cry cut
for most of my life
and hope that it
would
never happen
again
but thats what i said
last time