Marilyn Stoecker

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I'm 17 years old and I live in Pea Ridge, Arkansas. I was born in Winslow, Arizona but I've moved around my whole life. I'm a senior in High School and I want to go to Missouri State Univ. in the fall. I love to read and write and I can't decide if I want to be an English Major or not. My favorite colors are pink and green and I have a build a bear named Radbert... I love my family and I have some pretty amazing friends all over the world. From PA and AZ to AR. I have two older brothers named Joe and Juno who I love to death! My sister in law is crazy but I love her lots. I have the best mom a girl could ask for and I miss my dad every day. Life has been a never ending struggle but I love every part of it! Theres so much that i regret not doing and still so much I wish i could do. I love to travel and i want to go all over the world. I guess thats all I can say about myself but if you want to know more just ask.: ])

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My First Month In Pennsylvania

I keep looking for something
But I don’t know what it is
Trying to find anything
To fill the emptiness
Wishing I could go back
But I know I never will
This is my home now
Regardless of how I feel
I look at all the differences
And everything that’s the same
It’s still a small town
Just a different name
There are mountains all around me
Everywhere I go
But I’ll lock these feelings up inside
And never let them show
Pretending I’m alright every single day
When the only one who knows the truth
Is over a thousand miles away
I’m strong enough to not break down
But that’s all I want to do
You can look at me like that
But you don’t know what I’m going through
I know I’m not alone
But feels like it inside
Where everything is wrong
But I want it to be right
Now don’t tell me that I’m whining
Because you don’t even know
How everyday I’m fighting
Just to go with the flow
It’s a struggle to wake up
I’d rather stay in bed
But I have to do something
To get these thoughts out of my head
I’m not trying to be distant
I just don’t want to let anyone in
You’re all really great people
And I bet wonderful friends
I really miss the south
And I miss my friends too
It’s only been a month
So I’ll try to make it through
I’m not making any promises
Just know that I will try
I know that it will take some time
And eventually, I'll be fine

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