Hes the reason I keep staying strong,
Hes the one thats there for me when things go wrong.
Hes my shining star,
Hes the only guy that has my heart.
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I am like a dead flower.
I am like a dead brain that doesn't like life.
Going through its process of the everyday world like a breeze.
Putting a smile on to cover the pain.
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I walk through each day feeling torn.
I cant go back,
I cant go forward.
Im stuck in this pain.
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Im suffocating in this pain,
watching those tears come down like rain!
I expect you to come like a crazy wave,
splashing over your face.
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This dirt i breath,
cloggz every nick and crany of my happyness!
I inch this old rusty blade covered with blood to the soft patch of virgin skin!
I press as hard as I can,
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Each breath i take i realize my life is not wanted..
I try to shove this pain off with a smile.
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A locked door,
A rusty razor,
A towel stained with red,
A folded note on the floor,
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All the hate
And all the pain,
All the loss,
But wheres the gain?
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