I'm lucky to have
Someone I can call at night
When nothing is alright
And I don't see the light
...
The quiet of longing
Footsteps shuffling along
The streets after a hot rain
A heart that's lost it's murmur
...
It's midday outside a brothel
Pacing through the alleyway
Sunlight is cloaked in shadows
Of brick tenements
...
I'll let her borrow
That blood-stained cardigan
With Splotches of ink
Seeping through the fabric
...
Today I decided
I'd step outside
I dont know why
But I did
...
There's a single flame
That remains
Apprehensive and flailing
Through a stolid morning wind
...
With my finger on the pulse
Of holy invocations
I hear the hoarse cries
And embittered shouts
...
I've been driving this flaming hearse
All through the nighttime fog
Immersed in endless thought
And all that I've done wrong
...
Here's to trying
Here's to pretending
Here's to holding back the tears
And fighting off the years
...